Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Smiling on the left... but... still smiling

Bell's palsy is a neural disease we learned about as students in nursing school. The singer Frenchie Dy, is known to have acquired it and everyone thought 'what bad luck that among the hundreds of diseases out there, this rare one actually gets her'. That's what I think everyone felt. It's actually quite an issue with Frenchie since she's a performer and therefore must have a face that always looks good in front of an audience.  My sister thought this form of facial paralysis can be had when you overexpose yourself to a fan or airconditioning. She swears that two of her classmates, who always placed a fan on one side of their faces,eventually acquired paralysis on that side. My friend told me that she had a friend once, who, when her boyfriend left her, instantly got Bell's Palsy.

So much for all the theories and urban legends surrounding the very mysterious Bell's Palsy.

Why am I even blogging about it anyway? That's because I have it.

Well today is Day 11 of my recovery from Bell's Palsy. It feels normal actually. I don't feel any fever coming in nor am I suffering from an insurmountable amount of pain. Just that I noticed in the beginning of last week, my eyes were becoming very uncomfortable,a little bit painful and itchy. That's when I realized that my right eyelid does not close properly which is reason for it to feel uncomfortable and compensate by being teary-eyed. I also felt pressure at the front and back of my ear and our house was on full no-direct-contact alert because we all thought this was the highly transmissible Mumps. I am thankful it's not mumps cause that's more painful and scary. I still was able to go to work although my eyes still kept tearing up. Then the middle of the week came and suddenly my entire right face could not move.Only one eye blinks. When I try to close it, the eyelid only closes a little halfway. The right eyebrow does not rise or frown. The right nostril does not flare and that looked kind of funny. What's more obvious is the mouth part. It's really unnerving when I speak or laugh or smile, my mouth moves on one side so I tried hard not to smile during the next few days.
Day 5 photo: The dreaded palsy has struck a nerve-- my facial nerve
or cranial nerve VII. (enough with the medical jargon please!)

I was so lucky to have bosses who were also health care practitioners and easily noticed that a cause of my sudden inability to move my facial muscles could be neural in nature. I  was terrified at first because I thought anything connected to nerves is a major issue. Immediately on the day after onset, we went to a neurologist and she explained to us that a virus attacked my system and was 'eating' my facial nerve. She  confirmed this condition to be Bell's Palsy. I am thankful that my case was mild. She prescribed Prednisone/ or an anti-inflammatory agent to lessen any swelling that may also be affecting the nerve and Vitamin B complex for neural repair (amazing!). She told us that a common cause of Bell's Palsy is stress and puyat (or spending time awake during normal sleeping hours). I have a talent for pagpupuyat. I love it. And now it has now taken a toll on my body which made me realize how I should value my health more.

Our neurologist explained that this was more common that most people think. More of her Bell's Palsy cases happen around the holidays when people are more prone to stress, partying and staying up late. Well, anyway, so much for all these explanations and causes. We've all now proven wrong all the previous urban legends about Bell's.

Day 11 photo: more teeth can be seen
Well now as an update on Day 11,... my eyes, they say, blink together. I can see more of my teeth on the right side when I smile. My eyebrows are still worrisome since they still do not  frown or rise as willed. But with my family and friends' faith and prayers on my side, I am so much better. Eleven days after and I look so normal barely no one noticed the small imbalances on either side of the face. Other patients (reference: youtube) still have the major symptoms for several weeks or months on end. The end goal here is to get all muscles to return to normal at the same pace and avoid therapy. My personal goal is to get my smile back :)

I hope that what I've shared with you today would increase your insight about your health. I never would've known how much my chronic pagpupuyat could affect me and so could it affect you. Stress is a major underlying cause in many diseases today so let's all be careful about our health and lessen the abuse we inflict on our bodies.

Take care, you.

sincerely, Flor.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Anong Meron sa Bulacan?

Isang nagmamadaling Flor ang naglakad papunta sa mall nung isang araw. May isang boy/girl na pumara sakin tapos biglang bati na "hindi naman ako masamang tao". Fine! Defensive sya agad kasi nakitang nakakunot na yung noo ko.

"Pwede bang humingi ng pamasahe?, kailangan ko lang pauwing Bulacan"

Nagbigay naman ako ng sampungpiso.Parang ayaw nyang tanggapin kasi mukhang kulang pa ang pamasahe papuntang probinsya. Pero sorry, sir/maam nagmamadali ako.
May isang mag-ina pa ulit na pumara sakin pero talagang late na ko e. 
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Isang nagmamadaling Flor ang umuwing bigo galing sa job interview sa mall nung parehas ding araw. Yung mag-ina na pumara sakin nung una, nakita ko sila ulit. At syempre pinara din nila ulit ako. 

"Pwede bang humingi ng pamasahe?, kailangan ko lang papuntang Bulacan"
"Pwede na ba ang sampungpiso?" sabi ko. 

pero this time at least, hindi sila parang naiinis na sampungpiso lang ang bigay ko. Nagpasalamat pa talaga. Nung una, inisip ko na joke ba to? Magkababayan lang ba sila nung naunang ma'am/sir na pumara sakin?
Nung huli ko na lang napagisip isip na ano bang meron sa Bulacan at parang lahat ng pumapara sakin e pupunta dun? 

Naloko yata ako! Garrr.

Friday, April 2, 2010

April Fools' Prank Memories

When my sister and i were in high school, we used to love april fools. hanggang sa tumanda na kami, nakakalimutan na namin parang sayang lumampas na yung april fools.

we used to play pranks on others via phone, which proved to be really effective! una, hindi nakikita ng tao yung facial expression mo at kung natatawa ka na. you just have to do great voice impressions.

we chose a very likely victim from school, someone who wouldnt tell on us. siguro sa popularity pyramid, isa sya sa mga geek guys. but who am i to say? i wasnt that popular either. anywaysss,

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The Prank

Phone ringing..
victim: hello?
Me& Sis (in our best american accent): hi, we're the DJs from 93.7FM radio, Britney Spears in having a concert in Manila next week and we're giving away free tickets!!

victim: really (uninterested)
me&  sis: yes! all you have to do is sing a line from the song Hit me Baby one more time..

victim (proceeds to sing): Oh baby baby how was is supposed to know...That something wasnt right here, oh baby baby i shouldnt have let you go.. i must confess, that my loneliness..

sis: okay na! you just won yourself free tickets to her concert. congratulations!!!

***
Since i couldnt contain my laughter any longer, i told him, "Goodness! hindi mo pa ba kami nakikkilala!!!" Sobrang nakakatawa kasi may effort talagang kumanta. And what's really funny is that he never guessed from the start that we were fakes bec we werent so good in our DJ accents and of course im sure we sounded too young. But the best best part is that i made him sing. to this day i regret the fact that i was unable to record the conversation.. haaay

anyway, senior year came, and this geek guy victim of ours turned out to become one of our CAT officers. yikes!

share your own pranks.

Friday, February 19, 2010

great luck

Hello guys.

Would just like to share with you my good luck at present. I still cross my fingers each day bec. I dont want this blessing to be lifted from me. I know I always yak about my hardship at work and how hard it is to deal with bosses.

right now, we're just dealing with paper work and filing so we're basically benign. im just under contract that's why there i no certainty of how long they'll let me stay. i was thinking that by the end of feb, i need to be looking for another job. that's the thing with research, it's not permanent but it somehow worked for me. anyway, my immediate superior just told me that they're letting me stay until April.

PERK: i get to do almost next to nothing and get 2 full months' salary.

wow. i cant believe my luck. i guess i can say that this is the payment for the tears and disappointments i had over the past month. it was really stressful. but i know i should still be ready to know what to do next with my life. ( and i am so utterly clueless)

Plus i started going to drawing class again. They've been teaching me about face proportions and expressions.



Wish me luck on that.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Di kayo maniniwala

A Swine Flu horror story

Let me start by saying that my cousin is studying in De La Salle University and she attended classes last May 27th to June something, ...just before classes were suspended due to the swine flu. I was always teasing her and my other friends from DLSU that they shouldn't come near me at any time cause if they sneeze, i'd give 'em the beating of their lives.

Friday afternoon, she texted me:
guys, kinonfirm ng kakilala qng clasm8 ntn
sa market1 n ung 1st confirmed case ng influenza
a s la salle ay galing dun sa foreigner clasm8 ntn.
wla lang

Wow. But then, of course i didnt mind this. She was teasing me even the day before that they had a Japanese classmate that hasn't been coming to school for 2 days. Still, I went to my cousin's home because they invited me to eat there. I gave them a value meal Mcdo treat kasi sweldo (yey!) , and suddenly someone the phone rang. My cousin's voice turned formal. After that call, she told me that this was from the D.O.H. She was asked to get some medicine from San Lazaro and that she would have to self -quarantine herself for 10 days.

(twilight zone soundtrack)

Even if she kept telling me that she's strong and doesn't feel any symptoms, im still so extremely terrified with the idea of getting THE flu. From what i heard, traditional flu shots don't work.

And today, she went to church with us. Churches are a public place so good luck churchmates!

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Sunday, May 24, 2009

21 and single.. ever since.

It's true. I'm single, I cant say I'm happy nor can I say that im not satisfied. That's because I've never known what's it like to not be single. it's just so weird that people make a big fuss out of it. Minsan kinekwestyon pa nila ang gender preference ko--

Tomboy ka ba?

Toot. Nakakfrustrate. Sa una sasabihin nila "Imposible! sa ganda mong yan?" (nagbubuhat na ng bangko). Sa huli, binibigyan na nila ako ng unsolicited advice tulad ng dapat daw open ako at baka daw masyadong mataas ang standards, at kung sino dapat ang pipiliin ko. Maybe Im a little picky. Pero in making choices kahit na ka-date lang, you have to make the best choice. Hindi yung pipili ka lang just to try it kundi pipili ka because you mean it. Kaya i'd just like to repeat -- your advice is unsolicited.

My point: I am perfectly content with just myself right now. Being single doesnt mean i'm lonely.
Walang hang-ups ang pagiging single. Nagtataka nga ako sa mga friends ko na tinatakasan lang ang mga magulang pag may gimik pero kailangan pa magpaalam sa boyfriend. Bakit? Bakit??

Pakiramdam ko, hindi pa talaga ako handa sa mga commitments ng isang relationship. Nageenjoy ako pag nakakaalis mag isa (sure ka ba,ate?). Na wala munang masyadong inaaalala kundi ang pamilya ko at career na hindi ko pa masyadong ma-handle. I know that there's so much that's happening right now and I feel that if I do enter in a relationship, it would be a affected if not baka maging disaster pa.

Teka why am I even explaining? Para tuloy naging official statement 'to.

Anyway, in my mylot page, i made a question similar to this (im 21 and single ever since.. is that odd?) I loved the responses that those lovely mylotters gave me.

"No, it's not strange and don't let anyone make you feel that
you need to be in a relationship in order to be happy. You're still young,
you still have things to do and you're still growing and changing. " -spalladino
"The fact that you didn't have a boyfriend till now only means that
you value yourself so much that when you found the 'one', you want him to be
the 'only one'. Don't think about it so much. Love will find you for sure." - anneshirley
" Having a relationship is not a requirement for being a complete
being. This is not strange as we have our own preference, and we opt to
follow our paths. You are only 21! That is a relatively young age... so, no
rush. Learn from other people and build a meaningful relationship with
minimal errors and hurt."
- TheManager24
Just sharing. What do you feel about this?

Monday, March 30, 2009

Officially: random

Wenz officially graduates from grade school! He never removed his medal. (it was a Loyalty award, . . & it's gold). Look at how proud I smile. -- tunay na ina.

*****

I am also officially a bum. shoot now im clueless, i dont know what to do. This cartoonist racket is apparently not working out as I expected. I have to wait for batch mates to start training. Who knows how long that would take. Dunno how much more I can hold out. . . with my savings. . . and my waist line. If you just stay at home watching Ugly Betty reruns, you would definitely get chub-by.

*****
just sharing:
What i really learned from the bum experience (bec. ive been given so much time to think and ponder during the months i wasted being a bum) is that, in life, you always have to have back up plans. On anything, clothes to wear, food to eat, boys to date, or in my case, opportunitites to grab. My initial plan was to quit my job and study animation. But since I've learned that life is unpredictable and fate could also be your enemy, i thought of a back up plan. And now I am not devastated like before. There is something that cushions the blows.

So i also discovered, it's true what adults say that school is nothing compared to life after it. I am on my own now. In school, everything is scheduled, you just have to go, you would fail if you dont study well. But life after it is an entirely different challenge. You're free, but you just dont know if your doing anything right. It's hard being an adult. I miss school so bad.

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on the side:
That Watchmen movie is totally a killer of my morals. Dont watch it Christians! dont.

Word of advice to Dr. Manhattan and his wardrobe director, he could totally look good with briefs. That way, moviegoers can concentrate on the movie, not something else,.. sticking out.
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