dont waste your time reading this.

i warned you!

writers block..struggling..struggling..
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Im back again to being a bum. Im not sure that that enrollment on the animation class is going too well. I called them up but they said that the director was a little too busy to check on my application. im upset at you mr. director. Oh well,everyone knows being a bum is synonymous to depression. I really wish I'd be back on my "path".

Anyway, who cares about all this drama.

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wow umuulan. the Rain means blessings. 'ts a sign!

Outtakes

a tribute to my old job.

Agent 1- nickname: Dora
Meron siyang natanggap na tawag. Irate ang caller at naghahanap pa ito ng supervisor.. tinransfer ni Dora ang kausap sa Puerto Rico department sabay banta pang uulitin nya daw 'to next time. Note to all American insurance holders, dont be irate if you dont want to be greeted with "Gracias por llamar..."

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Ito naman si Agent 2. nickname: Donna Cruz

Panalo lagi ang stats niyan pero ..

Ang gabi payapa, lahat ay tahimik, pati mga tala sa bughaw na langit -- D.C.

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Agent 3 - nickname: Ball
isa sa mga rules namin sa calls ay magbuild ng rapport sa mga kausap.

caller: where are you from?
Agent Ball: the Philippines
caller: Oh really
Agent Ball: Yes! have you been here? I'll bring you to the all tourist spots here in the Philippines
(niyabang nya pa saming nagpalitan sila ng cellphone number ng caller)

minsan pa..
Agent Ball: How will you spend your weekend
caller : babbles something , how 'bout you
Agent Ball: I' ll drink beer!
caller: Oh yeah!

minsan pa..
Agent Ball:How old are you, ma'am?
caller: I'm 50
Agent Ball: you dont sound like you're 50, you sound younger!

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Agent 3.1- siya pa rin 'to. pero ibang category lang.
caller: what's the first initial to your last name
Agent Ball: T (tee)
caller: T for what
Agent Ball: T for Terminator


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Agent 4 nickname: Flor
Flor: which state are you calling from?
caller: Michigan,.. Which state are you calling from?
Flor: ummm, Manila.
caller: Manila? Where's that?
Flor: Manila! (tunog parang "youre so ignorant you dont know where it is")
caller: Oh..
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Fact: we're not allowed to disclose that we're in the Philippines
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Hay right now, I'm still having trouble with my resignation. I'm just trying to remember good times with this post. Pray that i'll be given peace of mind.

gift ideas- Monograms are cute!

Hi guys, i love gift giving and even if it's not yet christmas we love to give gifts. Sometimes when i shop and there's something interesting that i see, I always think about somebody that deserves that thing and i buy it as a gift for them. I found another gift idea online on MSC Main Street Collection. The stuff there are kinda girly.. i love the pink, apple green colors, the polka dots and the stipes. Check out the samples in the site.

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There are coin purses, tumblers, mouse pads and a lot more. But the common factor that would really personalize this gift are the monogrammed letter designs. So i think we can give it as a gift for almost everybody, if you order one, they would embroider you chosen letter for you. But my favorite is this : Who's cup Tags. The monograms are used to label the glasses like when you're in a party you dont have to always ask where your cup is when you lost it.

Great idea for parties, right? And in the site, there's a lot more than just monograms, there are journals for moms, handpainted gifts , adorable stickers, a lot more so dont just take my word for it. Go visit this wonderful, creative website. link

i dont understand the emo culture

i know that the trend these past years have been about men going for crazy hairstyles like spikes,or wearing it long like those Taiwanese boys, i also understand that there's been an ongoing fad about tattoos or wearing more than 1 pair of earrings in some uncharted regions in the human body, or of women wearing really tiny clothes or really slim, skinny jeans or of the trend of celebrities shaving their heads. but this one i can't get myself to understand. when has the trend of cutting oneself ever look good?

This is dangerous, mamaya matetano pa kayo. Truthfully this form of self expression is very different, if not disturbing. Why is everything emo so ...emotional?, im sure people get hurt and heartbroken all the time but those guys are like celebrating sadness, depression and negativity. To me it's like screaming "hey i love being miserable, let me just sulk here in my dark place". Sure life has its down times but life is altogether beautiful. There's so many things to celebrate about this existence. It's easy to be miserable but there are so many fun and precious moments that life has to offer. Dont let them pass you by. Dont cut yourselves. Cut that cr@p.

The reason im so concerned is because my brother is a self-confessed emo boi. I hope he grows out of it. i hope this generation grows out of it. just like my father grew out of wearing bell bottom jeans in the 70's haha (he now cringes when he sees his old pictures). But then again, for those who are fans of the emo style, defend yourselves and let me understand about the culture. Maybe i am just ignorant or maybe not.

a phase ends

I am about to leave this call center industry with high hopes and a sad heart. High hopes because finally i am back to the road that i truly want to be in. Sad heart because for the three months that i have stayed in that call center, i have learned to love my team mates. Almost all of them have been fathers and mothers to me, since i am the youngest/ "bunso".

Honestly, i used to hate that they make fun of the fact that i dont drink or smoke. Sagad pa sa bastos pag nagjojoke sila. Minsan gusto ko ng sabihin na puro sex na lang ba ang kaya nyong pagusapan magdamagan. Minsan maririndi ka din. Pero habang tumatagal nagegets ko na, part lang yun ng personality nila. Sa totoo lang mga tao rin sila na marunong magmahal -ate V. Napakabait nila sa'kin at talagang mamimiss ko ang mga pangungulit at pagaalaga nila, pagbibigay ng pagkain at pagkinig sa mga mabababaw na problema ko. I hope meron din akong impluwensya sa buhay nila,..

Well right now, i feel thankful, grateful of this experience that i had.

Time to start a new phase.

Tatanda at lilipas din.

I feel lucky bec. I can actually witness my brother as he grows up. Pero marami na ring nagbabago sa kanya, kasi nga lumalaki na sya, kaya nakakalungkot lang na hindi na sa kanya pwede ang bine-baby.

7 yrs..... 9yrs

.......................................almost 12

Marami ng pagbabago simula ng maging preteen na sya:

noon: pang bunot yung buhok nya pero okay lang

at 12 yrs: pero ngayon kailangan may bangs na nakasidesweep (emo) o di kaya ay may patilya o di kaya, kailangan long back.

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noon: trip nya lang ay pokemon,

at 12 yrs: ngayon, cellphone na at mga gadget.

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noon: Pag lumalabas, dati terno ternong snoopy ang sinusuot nya,

at 12 yrs: ngayon kailangan black polo, skinny jeans at sneakers. Kaya tip sa inyong mga nanay, wag ipapapanood sa mga anak ang jonas brothers.

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noon: holding hands kami pag tumatawid

at 12 yrs: bawal na ang magholding hands

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noon: lagi kaming umaatend ng mga school activities nya

at 12 yrs: bawal na pumunta sa skul para magcheering sa basketball game nya

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noon: ang nickname sa kanya sa bahay ay bebi

at 12 yrs: pwede pa rin tawaging bebi, pero sa bahay lang

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pero ang nakakapagtaka..type na type nya si JC de vera. Shucks dumadaan na rin yata si wenz sa identity crisis..

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Pero marami pa ring mga hindi nagbago tulad ng ..

-nagpapatimplapa rin sya ng milo

-talo pa rin sya sa'kin sa wrestling

-pumapayag pa rin sya magpakiss

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bakit ko ba naiisip to'..Tumatanda na rin yata ako.

line of the day

habang kumakain ng lunch..
kuya: mukhang hiyang ka yata dito sa call center
flor: (napakapit sa braso) pano mo nasabi yan?
kuya: medyo lumalaki yung ano..braso mo..Nagbubuhat ka ba?

1 point para sa self-esteem!